For about half a second there I had an actual reason to want things again. I told myself it was okay to get excited for something, for once…That was probably it. That was what made everything fall apart I guess. Oh well. There’s always NEVER BECAUSE THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
Fml.
Why does it make me SO MAD that some dipshit tried to steal all of my stuff out of my pocket last night? Did you think I was too stupid to notice your entire HAND INSIDE BOTH OF MY POCKETS? Really?! Nobody is THAT aggressive in a Conga Line! C’mon man! Get a freakin’ job and stop stealing from people.
Long story short, I got my stuff back! But it still makes me SO MAD that someone saw me and thought that I’d be an easy target. That really pisses me off. Well guess what?! Guess again stupid.
I don’t want to write this because I always come to tumblr and vent when i’m feeling sad.
I am way too emotionally invested in my favorite college basketball team. It’s really an issue. They lose - my day is ruined.
It really pisses me off.
Well. We lost tonight. And of course, my boyfriend of a year and a half and i broke up this week. And I’ve been dealing with it like a boss. But sometimes it’s just that one little thing that falls on you at the wrong moment, when the lights are down and you’re alone, that it’s just gonna screw you over royally.
our loss was what has screwed me over.
Relationships suck. « haha well I guess it’s good i’m not in one anymore then :P
hey, at least i can still laugh at myself.
is so far past pointless it’s almost comical.
I hate it when i watch a great movie and then other movies are ruined for me. Quality in anything is SO hard to find these days. Especially in art such as music, movies, etc. BOO. I saw this quote the other day about how when more people are willing to question everything, our world will become more intelligent. Good quote.
I WONDER HOW WEIRD I SOUND TO OTHER RANDOM PEOPLE THAT DON’T KNOW ME.
I should start writing more.
Oh, Dad. Just sat and listened to my father tell me about the 20 lottery tickets he’s about to buy. Wants to win so he can finally retire from the fire department. I know that I’m not the most religions person…but the hope i heard in his voice really made me wanna pray. I know that’s not something you’re supposed to pray for, you’re supposed to pray for health and the happiness and others and stuff, but if there was ever someone who deserves a break, it’s my dad. So God, if you have a tumblr, please please please please help a sister help her dad out. It’s silly, i know…but after all that’s he’s been through in his life…please.
Anyways, that’s my dumb selfish prayer for today. Hope nobody wasted their time on reading this.
Now on to studying for finals.
Don’t like this feeling.
Elementary Ed.? no thanks. but apparently yep that’s what i wanna do. No. Let’s just go ahead and admit to the world that no, that is not what i want to do. But if i don’t do this, i’ve wasted so much time and money taking these stupid classes for this stupid major.
everyone keeps saying that i’m good enough to be a music major, but none of them know exactly what it takes to be a music major. then again neither do I. i hate this night.
okay Taylor Swift’s we are never getting back together song is TOTALLY what needs to be played in this damn show the next time chloe’s crazy ass stalks eddie. FOR REAL. because she needs to go somewhere. blechh. she nasty honey boo boo.
So everyone’s like “OHMYGOD I SCREAMED MY ASS OFF WHEN THEY KISSED” and I’m just like…
okay. this is what happened.
I’m sitting here doodahdooing my own thing, you know hoping and praying they’ll kiss (with little hope) and because I’ve waited for SO LONG FOR THIS. When it happened i was like, in disbelief. Had to REWIND IT. to make sure it happened. Had my hand over my mouth, but no noise was made. I was too surprise :) HOORAYYYYYY!!!!
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